It feels like I’m saying goodbye to most of my friends. I don’t mean this in an over-dramatic morbid fashion. Believe me, I decided I’m not dying this time around so any of the rest of it is irrelevant.
More in the sense that I’ve been through this before. The getting sick, getting isolated. They forget. My friends never mean to, they care about me as a person! Quite a lot depending on the individual relationship, but No matter what not being in someone’s daily life you end up drifting out of their minds too… Then when I’m healthy again I have to start all over with making a new group of friends.